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7 September

.||.quotez<3

And sometimes when you’re on
you’re really fucking on.  
And your friends they
sing along and they love you.
But the lows are so extreme
that the good seems fucking cheap

Break the rules. Stand apart.
Ignore your head and
follow your heart.__x3



we walk around this town
like we own these streets
and we stay awake throught
the summer like
we own the heat


Friends don't let friends
talk to ugly boys.

boys, they like to play with things to see
what makes them run. but when it
comes
to kissing, they do it just for fun. boys
never give their hearts away, they play us
girls for fools. they wait until we give our
hearts, & then they play it cool. <|3


and he w h i s p e r e d to her ;
' the only way i could ever hurt you
is by holding your hand too tight. '


You're so damn scared,

so scared of being committed to me, why?
Cause if you get committed

you might actually find yourself falling in love .


 

wasn't looking for a lifetime lover.
I was only trying to find someone
I can be myself with. Someone there
to share things with. Someone who
would always care. One who would
make me laugh. And dry my tears.
One who would worry about me.
Wonder about me in class..
dream about me. But most of all
I was looking for someone who wanted
to be with me as much as I wanted to be with them

people aren`t afraid of saying "i love

you."
they're afraid of hearing the reponse.

cookie monster
said; "sometimes me think what
love is. & then me think love isz what last chocolate
cookie isz for. me give up the last chocolate cooke
for you."
<33

This is for you, my best friend, the one person I can tell my soul to.
Who can relate to me like no other. Who I can laugh with to no extent,
who I can cry to when times are tough, who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me or told me I wasn't good enough or let me down.
I don't think you know what that means to me. You have gone through so much pain
& you still have time for me. & I love you for listening even when inside you are dying.
& I look up to you because you are strong, & caring & beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are. & I hope you know that I'm always
here to listen to you laugh & cry & help in all the ways that I can.
& I will try to be at least half the friend you are to me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, without you. My best friend.

There is just one pleace.
A guy C A N touch A
girl, where she can go
Completly INSANE<3
- - - - ->> her HEART


friends will always be the ones saying he was never good enough for Ya,
but your best friends will be the ones prank calling him at 1am makin chicken noises.

sMiLe. it makes a world of difference.
DaNcE. who knows when you won't be able to.
cRy. holding  those emotions in is bad for you.
KiSs. kisses are the most wonderful things in the world.
LaUgH. what's the point in hiding happiness?
fRoWn. why not let him know your unhappy?
aPoLoGizE. you dont wanna lose your friends.
HuG. there's no better feeling being wrapped up to close to someone you love.
LIVE. becuase life is
e..v..e..r..y..t..h..i..n..g.

don't find love ; let love find you
thats why its called
falling in love
you dont force yourself to fall
y o u . j u s t . d o

The boy-friend and the girl-friend lying on a bed together
In each others arms:
Girl-friend: Where do you see yourself years and years from now?
Boy-friend: Like this.

nothing can compare to
your first true love

the drunk heart;;
speaks the sobor mind.

A wise girl kisses but never loves
listens but doesn't believe,
& leaves before she is left.

once you experience
love.. you never want
to live without it
again.

meant to be --
  mickey & minnie
      romeo & juliet
          the moon & stars
            movies & popcorn
          pen & paper
      cookies & milk
me & you <3

to LiVE is to love
to L0VE is to feel
to FEEL is to hurt
to HURT is to lose
to LOSE is to hate
to HATE is to heal
to HEAL is to change
to CHANGE is to risk
to RiSK is to love

Let`s play truth or dare. or
just dare.. because N0 0NE
tells the truth anymore


Love is an irresistiable desire to be irresistibly desired.

 


6 September

[x]x-t0oLITTLEt0o-x-LaTe)x

What do you expect ME to say? . .
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy  you know your beggin don't fool me
Because to you it's just a
game

So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong 
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say THIS this now
Your Chance has come & gone
And you know
goth

It's just too little too late
A little too wrrong
And i can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
You say you dream of my face
But YOU dont like me
You just like the chase
 T o   B e   R e a l,  I t   D o e s n't   M a t t e r   A n y w a y 

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You Know it's Just too little too LATE

My hope will last..
24 August

x- c u t e -{x}<3



©
I'mgonnaSmilewhen i wannaCry
Acthappy wheniwannaDie
Laugh out loud whenI'mfeelinBlue
&i wont let it botherMewhen
i seeHERwith YOUyouYOU </3





If you just knew how much you meant to me you would know everything


 

Impatient

I wait for the moment to come

when you finally realize

all the lies,

all the secrets,

all the memories,

they meant Everything.

They were the reason I woke up each morning,

the reason I went to sleep each night

every word you spoke,

I Memorized.

Every song you sang,

I loved.

And every lie you told,

I believed.

You were my life,

my reason for existence

you changed,

I changed,

Together we drifted apart.

Without realizing what was being left behind

I turned around,

but noting was the same,

you weren’t there,

if I turned back

What kind of fool would I be?

Chasing the one thing that chooses to run from me.

Mistake after mistake,

further apart we drift,

silence,

I turned around,

I’ve been here before.

I’ve been walking in circles since you’ve been gone,

so I turn back,

hoping to find you there,

wishing you’ll guide me back,

waiting,

silently, I wait,

In hope that tomorrow will bring you back.


Only in time will my wish come true

until then

I’ll stand,

Alone.

Cold.

Feeling abandoned in this dark moon lit room.

Waiting for tomorrow,

trying to forget the past,

time’s passing by slowly

Will I last?






 Dont Make Her Wait For You;
Just Because You Know She Will





& one day, he`ll be sitting there,
asking God why he can`t hold me.
& all God would say is,
" Y0U lET HER G0. "



 and 
                            i                 

                                       don't
want him to be perfect.


you see that girl?
the only reason
she uses makeup
is to hide that
big sign on her
forehead that says:

   "fake".




The hardest thing in life is letting go of what you thought was real <\3


i love they way you look at me when i say something stupid.
it's like you're about to get mad but then all of a sudden ...
you smile.



&& every time she laughs..she hopes he is watching

 

0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- the tears i've cried. the many nights i've stayed awake at night missing what we used to have and what all that could have been. 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- the pain i've put myself through. and all the countless memories that have raced through my head since we said goodbye.


today i prayed the car would crash . . . you`d hear the news & you`d think of me just as much as *--» i`ve thought of you . . .

It's a loove story with a twist...




22 August

x.:((QuoTe)):.X

you have this amazing way of making me
laugh, but a beautiful way of
making me cry


She dressed up for the boy
who LiEd that he would be there for her.
and she waited for him until the rain
poured down</3 

20 August

[♥],- 4CammY.:♥:.


To My BaBy, Cammy

I love to hear your voice on the telephone when we’re not together…
I love everything about you and everything you do
I hope we stay in each others lives forever…
I love the way you make me feel like a princess when you look in to my eyes
and when I feel your heart beating when we hold each other close…
I love that I can tell you everything, that when I’m upset you make
everything seem 10 times better…
I love the times we hold hands, joke around with each other and pull silly faces
I love your smile and the way you can seem to make me laugh without saying a thing…
Its so special to me the way you say I love you. I love the way you say you love me more than once a day.
I love the way when we’re not together I think about you all the time…
the way when I think about you I’m smiling inside.
And I love the way I can trust you
I love the way we care for each other…
and the way when I’m with you I can be myself.
I love the way you look out for me and are always there for me.
I love the way we met, and the way we still laugh about it.
I love the way I get so excited until the next time we get to see eachother.
And I love the way you kiss me <3
I love the way we eat chocolate all the time and the way we feed eachother.
I love the way when I’m about to fall asleep you send me the sweetest message…
I love the way we can tell eachother anything…
I adore the way you’d do anything for me, and the way I’d do anything for you.
I love the way when we’re watching a movie and I lay on the floor that you follow me
I love the way your so cute and that you respect me.
I love the way that we always have something to say and we feel comfortable together…
over all I love the way we are more than best friends and more than lovers,
I love the way when I met you I knew you were my soul mate, and I love it that when I am with you
nothing else matters… nothing but you <3
Cammy<3 i love you with all my heart. xXx

1 August

<3*||*</3

He occupies

Every little space

Inside my mind

 

And tonight nothing matters

No it doesn’t matter

[everything will be fine.]

 

You’re all I have in this teenage twilight

Your curly hair and deep brown eyes

But through all the days and sleepless nights

If you are there...I'll be satisfied.

 

This is not the first time
She says its the last time again
And youre just a tease.

 

I just wanna believe in us.

 

So take me & break me & make me strong like you
I'll be forever grateful to this and you

It's only you beautiful or i dont want anyone
If i can choose it's only you.


__________________________________________________


i'm sick of these little 2-year-old games
[ you either like me or you don`t. ]
___________________________________________

i want you to fight for me. i
wanted you to say that there was
no one else that you could ever
be with && that you
wanted
to be with me <33

______________________________________

and i ran away
because i was afraid
that you'd be
everything.

_____________________________________

The kisses you put on my forehead,
when you think I'm asleep,
those are the ones that mean the most
because you did them because you wanted to,
not because you had to.

_________________________________________

he has no idea what goes on through her mind - - <3
S H E ` S S O G O O D A T P R E TE N D i N G
he will never know how many tears are fallen each
night for him.. nor the endless hours that she wastes
thinking.. maybe; just maybe

___________________________________

what hurts...
is that i used to
be the one. the one
you talked to last before
you went to bed. the one that
you talked to every day before school.
the one who you'd go out of your way to see.
the one you'd unconditionally be with, && who
you werent too busy to talk to.no matter what. but now?
you never seem to have a second for me, even to talk.
you only see me when it's totally necessary for you
your free time isn't free enough to be with me.
you don't talk to me in the mornings. && you
never talk to me at night before bed.
i guess i've just got to start to accept
that i am not the one;;

________________________________________

He loves me.
He just doesnt know it yet.
He l.o.v.e.s me too much for words.
::.which is why he hasnt told me yet.::

__________________________________________

31 July

♥ sad stuff.z</3♥

♥ . . [♥ ]♥ ][♥ ]♥ ][♥ ]♥ ][♥ ]♥ ][♥ ]♥ ][♥ ]♥ ][♥ ] . . ♥




You took my hand, you showed me how.. you promised me you'd be around . .

if someone said three years from now, you'd be long gone,

i'd stand up & punch them out .. coz there all

wrong..they knew better,
still you said forever .. &ever
 . .<3 who knew ?









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little boy: "do you want to give me your heart?"
little girl: "well do you love me?"
little boy: "of course i love you "
little girl: "well how much do you love me? is it
an m&m's worth of love, and if it is then what
color m&m, i don't want to waste my heart on a
boy that only loves me as much as one of those
yucky yellow m&m's he hasta love me at least
a red or blue.. green maybe, brown at the least"
little boy: "i love you a thousand red m&m's"

______________________________________________________


Your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card.
Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.
Your perfect little girl talked back to you again.
Your perfect little girl painted her nails black.
Your perfect little girl lied to you all her life.
Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep.
Your perfect little girl dated before sixteen.
Your perfect little girl was broken by a boy.
Your perfect little girl doesn't go to church.
Your perfect little girl hates you.
Your perfect little girl has given up on life.
Your perfect little girl had a tantrum today.
Your perfect little girl wants to run away.
Your perfect little girl has no real friends.
Your perfect little girl thinks she's overweight.
Your perfect little girl hasn't let you dry her tears.
Your perfect little girl disobeys you.
Your perfect little girl hates the world.
Your perfect little girl is hated by the world.
Your perfect little girl says bad things about you.
Your perfect little girl is very unhappy.
Your perfect little girl tried to commit suicide.
Your perfect little girl has become a disgrace.
Your perfect little girl....isn't so perfect anymore



_______________________________________________


_____YOUR HOPES ARE HIGH
&& YOU HEART ENDS UP BROKEN
.¨—WHEN YOU DEPEND ON A BOY
WHOSE NAMES
      
U N S P O K E N

____________________

i've been hit where it H.U.R.T.S
in the Most [[sensitive]] parts
yeah sure Guys have Balls but
Girls have
[..h.e.a.r.t.s..]

__________________


I love you
because your the kind of guy'
who'd laugh at me when i fall`
help me up && then whisper '
it's okay cause i love you <3

____________________

when i say, i love you, i don't just say it out of habit, or to make conversation. i say it to remind you that,  you're the best thing that's ever happened to me

_________________________________

Been [there] && [Rocked] that
Just [crank] up the [volume] &&
we can [sing] like [superstars]
&& [dance] like we're [Famous]
With [Ripped] jeans, [Popped]
collars, && [Huge] glasses cuz
©
ThatsHowWeRoll©

______________________________________

My friends ask me "Do you like him?"
I just look at them and said "Pshh do i like
him, are you crazy? No!" && as i walk away
i silently whisper to myself, "I dont like him...i love him."
 
& I know that I should probably just let go,
cus I know that it won’t work out &
everyone tells me that. So I try to convince myself
that its better off that way without him..
But then I'll think of him & remember his smile
that makes me melt & I can’t imagine
myself
with anyone else & no matter how hard it will be,
I want to be with him

__________________________________
I'm just so scared.
I'm afraid one day you're gonna realize how amazing you really are
&& then you're gonna look at me
&& say "What am I doing with her?"
You're gonna realize what all the other guys have
&& that you could do so much better.
____________________________________________

Life lives - Life
dies
Life laughs - Life
cries
Life gives up - Life
tries
But life looks different through everyone’s eyes.


________________________

Dear Mom,
Have you ever noticed the way I've been shaking lately?
The 3 knives missing from the kitchen?
The pins & needles gone from your drawer?
How I never come downstairs anymore?
The look in my eyes?
The sound of my voice?
It's completely different.
Have you noticed the long sleeves & sweatshirts everyday?
The arm warmers?
The band-aids?
The blood?
Huh?
Have you?
No?
Well I didn't think so   .  .  .

__________________

sometimes its easier for me to PRETEND
rather than face my feelings. sometimes
its EASIER to try to make it alone rather
than risk getting HURT again. sometimes
its easier to be NUMB towards certain people
so i don't let them get too close. sometimes
i`m scared, but when i act NUMB towards you,
it doesnt mean i don`t CARE... it means i care TOO MUCH

28 July

X_</3_x







She couldn't care less if you were


dead or
A L I V E


Yet she still managed to say



          
 




________________________

             

                  



                    
27 July

x_[]stuff[]_X;x

 

[x] . . .And you changed baby
You changed it wasn't the same . .
________________________________________



____________________________________________


Your the only
song i want to here . .


___________________________________________________________


________________________________________________________________


______________________________________________________________________




________________________________________________________________________


What a night it could be,
When there is just you and me and nothing to hold us back.
Nobody has to know so just let me show,
I want you and that's a a fact.



_______________________________________________________________
____________________________________________


Maybe if They knew
how much
he loved me. . . They'd
U.n.d.e.r.s.t.a.n.d

__________________________________________________________________________


______________________________________________________________________________


Messed Up .
In a world of thier own
Thier not all *A L O N E*

____________________________________________
You've got to keep waiting for that day to arrive.




_____________________________________________________



_______________________________________________

Picture Perfect 
                Yet Invisible. .to you  



__



_______________________________________________________



_______________________________________________





_________________________________________



__________________________________










They
say talk is cheap


so I bought every word you said.

_______________________________







. .IS THIS ?



is this love when you take my breath


away?


.......When my heart stops beating?


when i blush crimson red at the sight


of you?


..........when i smile for no reason at


all?



is this LoVe?









_______________________________









_____________________________




___________________________



WhatsEverything If I  Dont

HAVE YOU?










_______________





_________________________



28 June

[ ♥ ]Unfaithful . . .

   . . .

 Clothes Clothes Clothes
Image Hosted by ImageShack.usOur love... his trust
I might as well take a gun
          And put it to his head
             Get it over with
                                                     I don't wanna do this... anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more
inside </3

& I know that he knows I'm u
                                                    
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l
Ghetto/Sexy Ghetto/Sexy
[ ♥ ] ♥ [ ♥ ] ♥ [ ♥ ]
 



27 June

Together . .♥</3

Together . .♥</3




Would i be an idiot if i said  i still Loved you? ?i'd rather stay asleep in this dream forever ; if it meant you and i would        B Together
. .


 

[♥How Can I Live-- [♥]

- -


Âļĺ ‡Ħë ŀįẻŜ łמ MĒ
All that dies in me
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me
All that dies in me
How can I live without you?          

♥ 
 
ÅM УōÚŕ mїЯŘǿŘ ÌMÁĝỂ
 I'm all you left behind . .
You made me what I am
But who the hell am I ? ? ?
But, we make the same mistakes
‘Cause, we are one and the same
We leave behind the stain
That will never separate;
♥  ♥ ♥ ♥  ♥ ♥ 


Do you think of me?

.

Do you dream of me? . .



I always dream about you . . .




Do you think of me? .



Do you dream of me? . .

I always dream about you  




♥  ♥


 
26 June

●-»уσυ ℓєανє [мє] ѕρєє¢нℓєѕѕ+

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ [ χ ] ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥




Feels
like I have always known you..


And I swear I dreamt about you;

All those endless nights I was.. alone



It's like I've spent forever Searching


Now I know

that it was worth it

With you it feels like I am finally

home



Fallen head over heels..





Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life



...
 




Cuz you leave me

speechless

When you talk to
me


You leave me


breathless

The way you look


at me



You've managed to


disarm me


My soul is shining

through




Can't help but
surrender


My everything to you



♥ ♥
♥    ...





22 June

♥(( Beautiful Suicide))_x


Beautiful Suicide
DeadSilence





She Strikes a Pose but she Dies inside &
Nobody Knows She's a Beautiful Suicide ;;

♥[♥]♥
When a shooting
star is a sinking
*stone*


 

14 June

*,a[little less]16.candles[a]little|more:touch.me|<>♥



I confess, I{'m just} messed up
dropping "I'm sorry" like you're still around
And I know you dressed up
{said} "hey kid you'll never live this down"

'Cause you're just the girl all the boys want to dance with

And I'm just the boy who's had too many chances

I'm sleeping on your folk's porch again, dreaming
She said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?"

I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
So say, what are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her

I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late

Write me off, give up on me
Cause darling, what did you expect
I'm just off a lost cause
a long shot, don't even take this bet

You can make all the moves, you can aim all the spotlights
Get all the sighs and the moans just right


I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late
[x-x-x. .

13 June

♥ му ωσяℓ∂--●



love I cant save myself from;; I cant pretend I
never met you. You Raped my every thought of
something Beautiful..
and curling up into a ball in this dark corner saves me;; from another waste of a
life.
you were my something beautiful; and my world spins slowly on a broken string;
because I cant seem to see past the shadows.,, And I can Somehow taste the poisen from each of your cherry coated smiles;; its almost time to turn this bleeding page;; lets start over [♥] ./.
N NNN

»_fєєℓιиg[υи-ρяєтту,;.

And all it takes is one word..
Can calling someone
[U.G.L.Y]
Achieve anything
If all it takes isone look in the mirror
an Ocean ofStearsSand a reason to turn your back to the world;
 
Feeling un-pretty
*[ ♥__x]

,*[My-->♥]<3.\.


. .ѕσ ℓσσк αfтєя ιт

тнєя ωσит вє α иєχт»тιмє . .

ιf уσυ вяєαк ιт σи¢є тнєи уσυ'ℓℓ тєαя

мє αραят●

נυѕт мαкє мє σиє тнιиg;;

α ρяσмιѕє . .

. .уσυ ¢αи кєєρ

тнєи му нєαят ¢αи ѕтσρ ιтѕ α¢н[ing]

αи∂ αт иιgнт ι'ℓℓ gєт тσ ѕℓєєρ


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Life Is Too Short, Grudges Are A Waste Of Perfect Happiness;;Laugh When You Can.. Apologize When You Should,,& Let Go Of What You Can`t Change!;, Love Deeply & Forgive Quickly. . Take Chances . . . Give Everything & Have No Regrets; Life Is Too Short To Be Unhappy!,, You Have To Take The Good With The Bad_, Smile When You`re Sad. . Love What You Got  & Always Remember What You Had;; , Always Forgive, But Never Forget,, Learn From You Mistakes*But Never Regret!,, People Change && Things Go Wrong ; But Always Remember . LiFe+GoEs+On 

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